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A questioning time
I am at the least hopeful. I think I can get things ironed out but I'm not sure. I've produced some of the best work of my artistic career recently, learned to pick up new styles in a matter of minutes. I feel good about my technical skills. I feel good about my vision. I have the skills and qualifications, not bad for someone self-taught.
So I think the art exam is going to be okay. What I worry about is my performance as a person. That's always the ultimate issue, I guess. I worry that I don't provide enough as a lover, don't give enough as a friend. I try very hard not to bore, not to overwhelm, not to fail. I worry that it is not enough, and that I have managed to blow it even with everything in my favor. I feel doubt and terror.
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